(alternative) Ke - I am - 1996, MP3, 320 kbps

Is this our last chance to say all we have to say
hiding here inside ourselves we live our lives afraid
so close your eyes and just believe in everything your told
'cos in this land of great confusion it's easy to give up control
Strange world people talk and tell only lies
Strange world people kill an eye for an eye
Strange world dream one-day we'll see the light
Strange world believe and everything will be alright
And this is the place where everything begins and ends again
no secrets left to find no seven deadly sins
this world that we have wasted has kept us very well
when science now is sacred who will save us from ourselves
Strange world people talk sometimes I wonder why
Strange world people kill still no-one hears their cries
Strange world burn these thoughtless tears out of my eyes
Strange world
Someday
I hope and I pray that this wall of illusion will all fall one-day, someday
Someday I know I'll make it happen, someday
I try, yes I am trying
but I'm more afraid of living than I ever was of dying
Am I what I am I am I am lonely I am lost
searching for a reason no matter what it costs
I need to believe is this all there is to me
Someday
Bloody wounds make old scars
no-one said it would be easy, does it have to be so hard
Someday, someday,
someday something good is gonna happen, someday
I try, yes I am trying
but I'm more afraid of giving than I ever was of loving
Am I what I am I am I am lonely I am lost
searching for a reason no matter what it costs
I need to believe is this all there is to me
no more reason to be shy
no more pain to hold inside
no more fear, no more blame
no more need to compromise
Another time, another place
tired of this middle-ground and so ashamed to show my face
Someday, someday
Someday I know I'll make it happen, someday
I try, yes I am trying
I am so so sick of hurting and I've had enough of crying
Am I what I am I am I am lonely I am lost
searching for a reason no matter what it costs
Someday
Someday I know I'll make it happen
Someday I know
I Think It's Time
Where do we go, where do we go from here
I don't know, I don't know nothing ever seems to clear to me
How long must we keep holding on to the shadows of this fear
what can you do now that everybody's gone
who can you turn to when you find yourself left all alone
Is this just the darkness before the light of another dawn
will I be lost inside this storm
I think It's time
I listen to the whispered/lonely voices call
and I think it's time,
for me to see the writing on the wall
to see the truth behind it all
/I think it's time to just let go and close this door
leave the pain behind no more hurting no more
What can you do to keep from feeling so afraid
where will you find strength to make it through another day
is there a secret I don't know where it hides
will time heal these wounds, fade these dark skies that I hold inside
I think it's time
to tell me what am I doing here
I think it's time
you show me just who I am supposed to be
it isn't really clear
I think it's time to just let go and close this door
leave the pain behind no more hurting no more
I Don't Wanna Go
It's been a long long long time, since I felt the sun on my face
It's been a long long long time, since I wanted to go anyplace
sometimes I wish I couldn't feel, I didn't have to love any-one
sometimes I wish I didn't have to see you suffering, for the things I've done
I don't wanna go I don't know why
I don't wanna know what comes after this
I don't wanna go I don't know why
there's so much here that I know I'm going to miss
what have I got that I can show for this pain
I don't wanna go I don't wanna go
It's been a long long long time, since these dark clouds were breaking
It's been a long long long time, since I felt this cold heart aching
I can't live here with this fear, with those sad looks in your eyes
and I can't live without you here, oh why can't we just try again
Who knows a cure for this worlds pain
who holds the key that will set me free, and let me live again
I don't wanna go, I don't wanna go
It's been a long long long time, since I felt the sun on my face
Don't Walk Away
Is anybody out there does anybody really care
These everyday delusions slip into our past
along with all those empty promises
we always knew would never last
all around me sad faces
reflecting all this bitterness we see each and everyday
gotta live gotta love gotta learn
from all of these mistakes we've made
These are the days that we have created
is anybody out there, does anybody really care
it's never too late, never too late
We always seem to blame some other one
for all the hurtful things that we ourselves have done
will we ever learn will we ever learn
There never seems to be enough time, to right what's wrong
and leave these troubled yesterdays behind
gotta live gotta love gotta learn yeah
the time has come for us to change, to break this never-ending chain
gotta live gotta love gotta learn, gotta live gotta love gotta learn
These are the days that we have all been hoping for
it's never too late, never too late
Don't walk away
is anybody out there, does anybody really care
Endless Blue
Tonight I walk down to the water
to touch bright stars up in the sky
this cool blue she's my trusting friend
and sometime I wonder why
what secrets will I find
reflecting in these mounds of endless blue
some sign to tell me why
this heart continues beating inside
Wind blows to night, night flows into day
this life will always be a way that we must try
until all of us find our own happy endings
why
Life is born of the same water
tasted and blood sweat and tears everyday
blind lead the blind through this world of disorder
still I cry to find a way
I hope to find my soul
reflecting in these mounds of endless blue
some sign to tell me why
this heart continues beating inside
Broken Circles
Why can't we get our lives together
and how can we stop hurting each other
why can't we love like normal people
how can we start to make it better
I pray to God that you can go
stay outside this broken circle
losing hope, dreams
we all must sacrifice
we pay the price we pay the price
ashes to ashes
we all fall down
it's time for us to close this circle
can we get up off of the ground
Loving you it's killing me
Loving you it's killing me
Loving you it's killing me
Loving you it's killing me
Live the other life we should have lived
give all the love we never ever did
dreams, we all must sacrifice
ashes to ashes
All You Ever Wanted
I remember falling deeper and deeper and deeper
into this pit of dark despair
and I remember calling out your name
never never ever really knowing if you would ever be there
All you ever wanted is all I ever got from you
all I ever needed was everything that you were not it's true
if we could if we could just return again
would we could if we could just return again
would we could we ever change these painful things that we've done and say
all in the name of love, hey love, hey love
all in the name of love
I remember giving you more and more and more and more
always knowing I was the only one
and I remember thinking over and over and over
that what is done can never ever really be undone
could we could if we could turn the hands of time
would we could we ever live all of these dreams we left behind
all in the name of love, hey love, hey love
all in the name of love
All you ever wanted is all I ever got from you
all I ever needed was everything that you were not it's true
if we could if we could just return again
would we could if we could just return again
would we could we ever change these things that we have said
all in the name of love, hey love, hey love
all in the name of love
Holding On
I know I know I know we were so in love
how many times do I have to try to tell you
I am sorry for the stupid things I've done
yes, how can I win every time I try to get inside your head
you always turn away and run
I guess you're right some things are better left unsaid
maybe you're right I'd be better off dead
cause I can't give up I can't give in
I can't let go of the only good thing that I ever had
We've been through fire, we've been through rain
seen sunny days, will they ever come again
tell me why it hurts so much inside
I'm the lonely one
tell me why you're never satisfied
why am I the only one, I'm the lonely one
Holding on , Holding on
Maybe I am crazy maybe I am blind
maybe I am lazy yes, sometimes I have been unkind
is that any reason to believe
the grass is any greener on the other side
you think you'll find a better love than mine you won't
you think you know just what you want
it's obvious to me you don't
We can close this book, we can turn the page
we can move our life to another stage
can we hold inside our hearts
all the love we never gave
Will I Ever Dream
Please all I ask is that you don't pass me by here that you
don't leave me here drowning in tears all by myself
I'm out here in the cold, this love has taken its toll
I'm standing so alone it's over now I know
At night here in the dark,
I just can't seem/get to sleep its seems
it's just these memories of you
are always haunting me
will I will I will I ever dream
will I ever dream again
Why can't I face these facts why
why can't you see that I
I spoke honestly I didn't want you gone
it's just that I only wanted to be free
I didn't want to be tied to anyone
I know that I was wrong
I never thought how hard living without you could be
I guess I never knew how much of you was inside me
I Am [ ]
Let the light shine
let the light shine, let the light guide thy to him
Seems I've seen this all before
still I can't find my salvation behind any door
longing slowly is consuming me
it goes on and on
make it go away, please make it go away, away
I am nothing, I have nothing left to give
I am nothing, there is nothing left to keep me here
Love killed the sun
Love killed the rain
Love killed the king
Love ruins everything
I have nothing, I have nothing
there is nothing left to keep me here
my mind is violated
my heart is desecrated
I am hated for this love
I am haunted by the games they played me
long enough's enough
just when I think that I am the key
darkness blinds me I can't reach my breath to scream
I am nothing , I have nothing left to give
I am nothing, there is nothing left to keep me here
If I have to lose what do I gain
and I have to chose I would not live this life again
I am nothing, I have nothing left to give
I am nothing, there is nothing left to keep me here
I am nothing, I am nothing